Moving Forward?
I moved. I left Japan this June 2024. I left my job, my place, my friends, my freedom, my everything, and returned back to Jakarta, Indonesia. I got a full scholarship for my Master's Degree from The Indonesian MoD (that is just a reason for me to justify my decision, actually). Why? Maybe I'll know it better once I reread this post again. Reality just started to hit me now and regrets started to creep me out. I want to leave Indonesia again once I graduate unless I have more reasons to stay. I escaped my past, I thought I'd be married by now lol, not him canceling it just days prior to our plans to visit my parents in Indonesia. Anyways, I am moving forward. Some things are better left where they ended, some are better left untouched until I am ready, and maybe better days are coming. Life has more to offer. My life is bigger than my previous relationship, or anything that made me little. I will flourish, I will be happy, My turn will come. God...